Hey hopeless!!

I first saw you in a class..

You wore a white shirt with necktie..

You caught my mind, you attract my eyes..

I keep it to myself, the story i never broadcast..

It takes thousand courage to approach you..
I introduced myself as a friend, not a boo..
Bird was singing, sky was blue..
It made up my day, so I thanked you..

You talked about your dream,
Obviously we're in a different stream,
It's impossible that we'll be in the same team..
Huh, suddenly the moonlight became dimmed..

You're a boy with a great spirit..
You told me you won't lose it..
It makes my heart skip a beat..
This is love or what, oh shit!

I stay as far as I could..
Afraid that you'll smell the changes of my attitude..
Hey man, please do not easily conclude..
We will always be friend, right Dude?

One day you talked to me about her..
You said her touch was soft and tender..
I asked if you like the girl, you answer, kinda..
Hey hopeless, don't you ever realised i was way far better?

We both know that we're good friends,
I'll make sure our friendship never ends..

So, it is best for me to dissappear in the rain..

No one would be able to see my tear and my pain..

The reason of this feeling you'll never understood..
It's ok, I don't want to make you understood..

Can't you open a bit of your eyes and your heart..
See my deep wound and unhealed cut..
What the story of my sad heart is all about..
I bear grudges, so do watch out!

By,
Fadzleen Ezyani

Kereta, I miss u!!

Hi everybody!!

Lamanya saya tak kemaskini blog kan? Amboi kemaskini kau!! Sejak jadi hantu novel-novel Melayu musim-musim cuti sekolah ni, ayat pun nak baekkk punya kan? hehe.. *bajet blog ada orang baca..kahkah*

Hurmmmm.. *mengeluh panjang*

Saya tak ada kereta!! Tak ada kereta!! TAK ADA KERETA!! 

Rasa macam loser tau tak? Rasa macam tak independent lansung..

Kereta saya masuk workshop.. dari sebelum raya lagi.. until now!

Ya Tuhan, seksanya hidup tanpa kereta..

Novel-novel kat rumah ni dah khatam kali yang ke berapa ribu riban pun tak tau.. *nampak sangat lah tipu kalau angka mencecah seribu kan.. nak tipu agaklah* Ingat nak lah tambah stok buku baru.. Nak pergi Popular cari buku.. tapi macam mana nak pergi tanpa kereta??? huwaaaaaaaargghhh!!

Time cuti-cuti panjang ni *3minggu kira panjang sangat lah bagi pelajar 'mad'ical macam saya ni kan*, kepala asyik fikir nak cuba resipi itu resipi ini, resipi Amarika, resipi Itali, resipi Jepun.. macam-macam lagi.. *amboi, resipi melayu tak nak pulak kau kan..mengada! ;D* susahlah kalau berangan nak jadi Masterchef ni even potong bawang pun terkial.. kihkih.. Baru je terfikir nak buat Apple Crumble, tak ada cinnamon powder pulaaaakkk.. Baru je ingat nak buat Panna cotta, gelatin habis pulaaaakk.. hang habaq mai kat cek macam mano nak tambah stok dapur kalau tak ada kereta?

Dalam masa seminggu lebih je lagi, sekolah saya akan bukak.. alaahh, sekolah 'mad'ical tu lah.. haha! suke tau highlight 'mad' tuh! kih2.. Kan nak naik final year dah, mesti lah nak jahit baju baru.. Kena pakai baju baru barulah ada semangat baru.. *ngade tau* Nak sangat keluar shopping beli kain cotton banyak-banyak.. Tapiiii??? Haaaiii, apalah nasibku.. Huarggghh!!

So sekarang, saya terperuk sorang-sorang kat rumah.. dah la budak-budak tak ada.. mak pergi kerja petang baru balik, boyfriend pun tak ada, kalau tak boleh mesej tanya khabar *ahakss terlebih sudah* alih-alih cakap dengan dinding saja lah.. Hurmm.. boleh bayang tak berapa boringnya hidup ini sekarang? Nak bukak buku 'mad'ic? Sangat la luar alam! Nama pun cuti sekolah kan.. hahah..

Dengarlah dunia, sungguh aku bosan!!

Duhai kereta ku sayang, walaupun orang lain memandangmu hanya sebelah mata, ada yang langsung tak sudi pandang pun, kerana dirimu sudah dimamah usia, walau kau hidup segan mati tak mau, aku tetap sayang kau.. Aku tak kesah, apa ada pada rupa? sesungguhnya kau telah banyak berbakti dalam hidupku.. Sekarang, teganya kau meninggalkan aku dan pergi hidup dalam workshop? Ingat best sangat ke hidup kat situ? Huarghhhh.. I miss my DAH!

T__T